Wednesday, June 15, 2005
12:43 PM

~Totally Cleaned~

U know, I've been having a bad diarrhoea since like last month, it's always, eat-shit straight. Nothing stays in, and yesh... i lost 2 kg, no thanks to that. I mean I'm happy that i lose weight, but am not realli keen about my burning ass! It hurts alot to go and shit every 3-4 hours!!! And if the shit dun come out, it will come out the other way, from my mouth. I would like to call this sickness a severe case of food poisoning but no, it's not that severe that I'm running high fever and all! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? (NO... I'm not taking any laxatives ok?!) My colleage told me that i might get stomach cancer, or maybe intestine cancer.... SHIT... She's scary the hell outta me!!! My sex life has deterioate cuz of my "sickness". I lost all my "mojo" to u know... No mood at all cuz my stomach is grinding all the time. Yesterday went to see the 2nd doctor already, if this doesn't stop... Tat's it. I'm dead.

Hardly been blogging lately cuz first, I'm too lazy, 2nd, I'm still too fucking lazy, 3rd, I'm still so god damn fucking lazy! Argh! I'll continue to blog again later.... Huiting ask me to go lunch already. hahaha... Ok... I'm back from lunch super fast, cuz today lack of staff. I'm being paid peanuts for such a multi-tasking job lor! I tell u, some of the things i know how to do, some seniors might not know lor... Haiz! I wanna go study, i'm very keen about going studying, i dun wanna stuck here for the rest of my life! Mrs Chua, Sack me please! (ok... I'm kiddin.) I'm facing a damn dilemma, i hate dilemma cuz i'm the type who likes to make decision fast! Like ling had said, i'm too Impulsive, hey girl flen, call that straight forward? nicer... I dun like to beat ard the bush! Right now, I'm totally beating ard the bush! Beating and beating and beating... still dun have the courage to tell Mrs Chua i wanna quit and find a job with higher pay. I'm not bond to this company, i shudn't be, i'm no longer part of TP. Not even abit! I dun even long to go back to that mother fucking school! they sack me for alll the wrong reasons! Blame their stupid councillor can?! so many office lady walk here and there, here and there outside my office. Some of them are so well dressed, some of them are .... like me. Either no money to buy nice office wear... or, Too lazy, can't be bothered. I'm a lil bit of both. More to the first one tho. No money, that's why can't be bothered at all.

My eyes are so totally closing now, how?! I'm so tired... Duh! I ate so much fruits... not as if i'm having constipation but fruits are so irrisistable, i love fruits, esp Mango, just had half a mongo. i eat almost all kinds of fruits, rambutan, Lychee, Guava, Orange, red/green apple (faves), green/purple grapes, watermelon (one of my faves), banana, papaya, ROck melon, STRAWBERRY (FAVOURITE!!!), Jambu... the list goes on and on and on.... hahaha! I'm a fruit lover. That's all my skin is still in quite a good condition even tho i dun eat veggie and i eat alot of spicy food!!!

A customer just walked in and asked about the tour to Switzerland, duh... I dunno what to say cuz of the guy is knda cute. haha... I get all nervous when i see cute guys, what's wrong with me?! Lately, there's just too many cute guys coming in, and i dunno why! hahaha.. Maybe holiday... maybe. haha... i'm such a lousy sales person! Haha... Anyway, it's ok, i dun aim to be some top sales person as well. i just wished that i'll be sacked. hahaha! Ok... I'm kiddin again. No matter what, a promise is a promise right? i will do my best for Mrs chua until 29 Oct... I try lah... haha.

So many weird customer, I'm falling asleep just looking at them, RICH SO WHAT?! BIG FUCK?! EXTEND SO WAT? BIG FUCK?! All you rich Fucking dick head listen up! "SO WHAT IF UR RICH!? DOES THAT MAKE UR DICK BIGGER? NO! DOES THAT MAKE U MORE HANDSOME? NO! DOES THAT MAKE UP TALLER THAN OTHERS? NO! UR EVEN SHORTER THAN I AM! U ARE NO BETTer thAN A DICK HEAD U GEDDIT DICKHEAD?!

sorry that my mood changes within one blog cuz it took me about 4 hours to complete this freakin blog... i started at 12, now's already 3 plus... haha! I just hate all these rich fucks lah! So damn irritatinG! ARGH! Call me a bitch cuz i just am gonna blardy speak what's on my freakin mind! Margaret is so poor thing... get such stupid customer... I'm sorry margaret, but i can't help it...he's too irritaing already! If he wans to go to egypt earlier, ask him go charter a flight on his own lah! STUPID! As if we dun wanna help him book tics, THERE IS NO MORE TICS!!!! Ok lah, i better stop blogging or else... I'm so totally smashing this comp! haha....

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