Friday, June 10, 2005
1:04 PM

~Rayna.Reyanne.Rayliah~

How wonderful if i have 3 beautiful daughters with 3 beautiful names. Haha... I'm thinking too much.

They haven't call me!!! I dun think they'll ever call... I'm so sad! But i'll live. Life still goes on right? U know what i'm gonna do? I'm gonna go back to school. Yesh. Marcleay College in Sydney. I had checked out some of their courses, Diploma in Advertising! haha... Wow! Sent them my qualifications and all that shit... n I qualify! They are sending me the application package by mail, hopefully i will get it by early next week. The lesson will commence next year January, it's good lah, at least i can work and save up some allowance first. Ha... I had told u guys i have my future all planned out, no longer a depressionist i guess, I kept planning for the best, for my own future. It's either that ******* Call me, or i'll go Marcleay College, and if under some circumstances, it failed, i will try tourism college in Australia, and if it fail again, I will then... kill myself. SEE! I have it all planned out! Who says a depression patient can't plan their future and all they think about is dying... no no no... Dying is my last option. God can't be tat cruel to me u know?... I'm not the nicest person on earth, but i do have a genuinely kind heart. REALLY! *whatever* Rolls her eyes, fine, think what you want then.

Ok... The chalet was great! hahaha... Spending some quality time with my mum makes me happy, makes her happier... Haha! Too bad ma i can't stay over, and too bad we din take loads of pictures. Here are some really cute pics that i took at the chalet...

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